I NEED to vent! I was out with a gf for din din and drinks. We were seated right near the front of the little swanky swank bar/restaurant we dined in (The Yardhouse @ City Centre). In comes this GORGEOUS, Persian, GOD-like man! I nearly stopped eating and froze. However, I was tearing up my delicious calamari and spicy tomato sauce so I still ate (lol) but my heart definitely dropped. I tugged my gf’s arm and told her that he was 100% the epitome of my “perfect” man as I continued to slobber over his beauty from a distance. I saw him nearing the hostess to ask for seats and boom. There it was. A chic behind him. His tall, dark, handsome, GOD-like self was so immaculate that I didn’t even realize their was a female standing behind him, naturally assuming it was his date. Not a gf, but a date. I could just tell. Their energies were totally off and not synchronized.

Anyways, to my dismay, I slowly started to take a better look at her. And baaabehhh lemme tell you, this was a basic bitch at its FINEST! A boring, blonde bitch, barely a dot of makeup on, non-trendy dark wash boot cut jeans, beat-up shoes (well I never saw her shoes but she had NO accessories so I assumed they were beat) a basic black cami (shit I wear for pajamas) and a zebra shrug she was trying to pass off as a contemporary cardigan but it was clearly ill-fitted and about 2 sizes too small. Yea, I was hatin’ and hatin’ HORD! (Not hard, but HORD) At this point I basically lost my appetite. WHHYYYYY!! *sigh* Why does that shit always happen!? “Beauty and the beast” I call it. A beautiful man and beastly woman. Ugh. What’s a vivacious, latina woman like myself to do!? I lusted him! And this basic bitch had my man! I have to manifest him back into my life. We did make eye contact a good 2-3 times though…

…I need my own show

Wow. what can i say. law of attraction, synchronicities…it just really becomes overwhelming to the point i can’t even fathom what’s going on before my eyes. It becomes so surreal. I just HAD to blog about this INCREDIBLY meaningful/destined meeting of the hearts. So last night a coworker and I went to cyclones at west city centre for some drinks. As I got dolled up to go out, i was debating on what to wear for an hour. I knew i wanted to wear my new, nude wedges with black tights. I kept going back and forth on what top to wear; a tribal printed tunic or a hot orange one. For some reason i kept going back to the orange one, even thinking “heh, thats funny, this is the same outfit i last saw sean in”  (synchronicity #1) “that would be something if i ran into him with this same damn outfit. He’s gunna think i have no clothes!” (synchronicity #2) Mind you, these are all running thoughts in my head. Side note: yea, im the kinda bitch that remembers EVERYTHING! A date, number, particular outfit i once wore on a certain occasion. I remember alllll the little things, hence, why i remembered the same outfit. So anyways, i finish getting dolled up, get in the car, and realize i should have brought my shades seeing as we’re going to be in the patio and the sun would be blazing. However, something held me back, other than my laziness, to go back to my apt and retrieve my shades after i had just taken them out of my bag. I just decided to wear my prescription glasses, i figured it would help me sift through the traffic that would be at city centre easier. I ALWAYS wear shades when i go out in the sun, my eyes are super sensitive to light, but, i just dismissed it for some reason and dealt with just my glasses (synchronity #3) So as i’m driving, headed to cyclones, i call my coworker to ask if she valet parked and she stated they were closed. I said “what??” i found it SOO strange that they valet was closed! On a busy weekend? at CYCLONES?! I even passed by it and their was a sign that said “valet temporarily closed” i just found it so weird! (synchronicity #4) so off i was having to park at the damn garage which was at the next building. I’ve never parked there, so it’s not like if it was a pre-meditated notion for what was to fatefully come.

…And low and behold, all those synchronicities that were occuring the past hour amounted to the ultimate law of attraction….i saw that mothafucka sean walking the sidewalks of lifetime fitness gym! The parking garage is behind the gym, so i had to drive past it to park. I about died, i began to tremor, screamed dramatically, and literally blinked a couple times to remove film from eyes (lol) because i was that much in disbelief! As i drove pass, he literally was just walking into the gym…the timing was absolutely, irrefutably PERFECT! Had it been a minute, ONE MINUTE later, i would have easily missed him. We locked eyes as he glanced over, but, my windows are tinted, i was in my prescription glasses, and im blonde now. I’m PRETTY sure he did not recognize me. Hell, had i not been wearing my prescription glasses, i wouldn’t have recognized his ass either (momma can’t see far for shit!)

I began to think, “what if this was just a simple causality?” seeing as he KINDA does live in the area, but, this gym is at beltway 8 off I-10. He lives the opposite direction. PLUS, from what i know, he goes to a 24 hr fitness thats near him, not no damn lifetime, which is kinda out of the way for him. And as for me, i never begin drinking that early (6:30pm) unless it’s a happy hour after work. I always drink later in the night at clubs or bars if I plan on drinking. However, i was off yesterday and my coworkers were actually going to go on thurs but i couldnt make it, so we went yesterday instead so i could be apart of it (synchroncity #5).

I mean…could this not have been any more of a meaningful synchronicity? It was a dead ringer. Especially since it has been OVER a year that i have not seen him and to see him now and the most random-est time and place? Bitch plz! It is beyond obvious. It’s funny because I’ve tried attracting this event for me for such long time now that I just gave up because nothing ever came of it. But yesterday, the planets aligned (that’s another thing, the planet venus is in his sign now - Gemini, don’t even get my started on astrology). I had been subconsciously putting it out in the universe, attracting this fateful event. Finally.

I love the universe. About the only thing that truly listens. It’s another thing for individuals to receive it. I know i do. Now off to research the meaning behind this and what’s to come!

I hate lady gaga but i love that lyric lol. I know i haven’t posted in 2.5 years but shit’s really about to change this time. I fucked some shit up and beat my face real good and did a drag look last night while bored. Hence the drag title of this blog. I really wanna focus on makeup looks, tutorials, product reviews, and throw in some interior design looks and inspirations as well. These are two strong passions/hobbies of mine and i really wanna focus on exuding that in my blog. I really wanna make my blog super queeny and über glam to the point of no return. Dramatic, exaggerated etc. Much like my personality. It’s the direction I want to take it.

Oh yea I’m a strawberry blonde now :) it really helped achieve my drag look last night. Looking back at the pics, i really could have made it MORE exaggeratedly drag. It was my first true shot at doing drag, so i know with due time i’ll be putting those queens to shame in the gayborhood! They ain’t got precision like me! With they crooked ass glued on lashes lol*

Pics to be posted later. Just needs some editing and retouching.